so ..there she go ..just another issue to give me a hard feeling,
she dont know that when she is dozing off to sleep..
i am worry and wonder and being hurt at the same time,,

but is ok, as i promised her i will put her heart first amongst everythig..
even being totally misunderstood by her..thought she dunno the truth that why I DID SO
sien.. she really is not going to be there time with me...